since i've always been a little crazy and now a little more, i've started to go to counseling sessions. today was my first time and i didn't know what to expect from it. i've only seen counseling sessions on tv before and those were always pretty interesting. maybe some of them are actually like that. but the one i went to today was pretty weird. the person basically doesnt say anything. you just talk about anything and everything. and they just sit there and nod. and they actually say, "and how does that make you feel?" i almost laughed. but yeah. i was kinda hoping for some advice or something. arent they supposed to help you? didnt they get years of training? it feels like im just some lab patient thats being researched. he asked me if i wanted to continue the sessions and i said yeah sure. i dont know what im gonna talk about next time tho. its like i have to entertain him with my thoughts for 45 minutes. since its a counseling session, why doesnt he provide me with some counsel. or talk me through my problems? or do shrinks think that its best to let people talk through and solve their own problems? any thoughts alvin? or anyone?
oh and im pretty excited to see the movie A Christmas Carol in IMAX 3D. should be an awesome experience. i remember the last christmas movie i saw was the polar express, also in IMAX 3D. incredible stuff, seeing that train coming straight at you with loads and loads of oversteer, skidding on the ice, with the shaved ice from the skidding train spraying up at your face and the clear night sky and a bright moon in the background. tell me if you wanna see it too.
